Below Deck Mediterranean's Cathy Skinner is breaking her silence about her stepfather's death by suicide, which wasn't originally mentioned on the hit Bravo series. "Personally, for myself, I said to myself, 'I am not going to deal with this until the show comes out because I'm going to relive it.' Whether that's the right thing to do or wrong thing to do, I don't know," Cathy exclusively told Us Weekly while offering more insight on her personal loss. "I was able to compartmentalize, still grieve and have my moments. But now is the time for healing.