I Love LA star Jordan Firstman is not shying away from the backlash he's received for criticizing the gay love scenes in HBO Max show Heated Rivalry. "I love Heated Rivalry and ultimately I'm a f***** who can't shut the f*** up, but I'm gonna get better at that," Firstman, 34, quipped via his Instagram Story on Saturday, December 13. Firstman revealed that he'd received mean-spirited trolling since his comments about Heated Rivalry went viral, including one message calling him "ugly and fat." "Not sure I deserve thousands of these messages but hey I do agree some days," he added.