Emilie Kiser continues to navigate her endless grief, in the wake of her young son's death, during the holiday season. "I prepared myself for things in my personal life, but not for what I'd see every time I opened my phone," Kiser, 26, wrote via her Instagram Story on Monday, December 1, sharing what life is like for her as Christmas draws closer. "I know I'm in control, and I know there are things I can do to protect my mental health. I've gotten good at staying off my phone and not scrolling.