Charlie Kirk's widow, Erika Kirk, had an emotional conversation with Megyn Kelly during the final stop on the media personality's podcast tour. Erika sat down with Kelly in Arizona on November 22, 2025, to discuss how she and her family are holding up more than one month after Charlie's September 10, 2025, assassination, among other topics. The full podcast episode dropped on November 24, 2025. Keep scrolling to see the biggest revelations from Erika's podcast appearance: Erika Kirk Reveals How She's Doing Today The tour stop came during the week of Erika's first birthday after Charlie's death, so she said it had been a particularly "emotional" week for her. Charlie Kirk's Last Interviewer Recalls Activist's Demeanor Ahead of Death "The firsts are always so interesting because the firsts are either like your first date, your first kiss, your first ... and then with loss, it's like, the first birthday, the first holiday," she said. "But everyday is different." Erika Kirk Prayed That She Was Pregnant When Charlie Kirk Died Erika said she prayed she was pregnant when she first learned of Charlie's fatal shooting during a Turning Point USA speaking engagement at Utah Valley University. "We wanted to have four [children]," she explained. "And I was praying to God that I was pregnant when he got murdered. ... Both of us were, we were really excited to just expand our family." Erika, who welcomed two kids with Charlie before his death, added that another child "would be the ultimate blessing out of this catastrophe." "Now when I see young couples, I tell them, 'Please, don't put it off.' Especially if you're a young woman, don't put it off. You can always have a career, you can always go back to work. You can never just go back to having children," she continued, becoming emotional. Erika Kirk Says She and Charlie Kirk Were 'Never Afraid of Dying' When asked if she ever had any "feeling" that Charlie's death was coming, Erika said that she and her husband "always knew there were threats," but they weren't afraid. "We always knew that there were people out there that hated us with deep, deep passion of hate. But it didn't scare us. Never; he was never afraid of that. Neither was I," she said. "Obviously, we protect our children, you know. We don't show their faces on the internet, so that's very intentional. But I think we lived our life in such a way where, if that was our last day, it was our last day." Erika continued, "That's why Charlie's speeches were so good, because he didn't know if that was going to be his last speech. And he was so intentional about every word. ... We always knew there were threats. We always knew that that could be a possibility. But obviously, we never lived in fear of when that day would be." Courtesy of Erika Kirk/Instagram Erika Kirk Reveals Whether She Sees 'Signs' From Charlie Kirk When asked if she has received any "signs" from Charlie after his death, Erika shared a sweet personal story. "It's so interesting when we first started dating - this is personal, but I share it only because maybe it'll be a sign for you to know that Charlie's with you in something - when we first started dating, we were walking to dinner one night, and this happened a lot, the lights would start to flicker," she explained. "And he'd look up at the light and be like, 'You know, it's so weird. This happens to me a lot.' And I was like, 'Really?'" Erika continued, "So our whole dating and whole marriage, anytime we'd be in a room and a light started to flicker, he would just look at me and wink. It was like our little thing. It's a total frequency thing." Erika said that, on the night of Charlie's death, she was in a hotel room by herself when the bathroom light began to flicker like a "strobe light." "A part of me couldn't sleep because it was a strobe light. The other part of me couldn't sleep because of how just my world has just crumbled," she said. "And the other part of me couldn't sleep because I was like, 'Baby, I feel you. I know you're here.'" Erika Kirk Reveals Whether Her Daughter Is Starting to Understand Charlie Kirk's Death Erika said she and her 3-year-old daughter often discuss Charlie being in "heaven." Samuel Corum/Getty Images "I make it really exciting. Tell her, 'Daddy had so much fun today.' Everyone who has written letters and sent gifts to my children, thank you. I tell her, my son, he's only a year and a half, but I tell both of them, 'Daddy is telling all of his friends to send you gifts and letters, and Daddy is orchestrating from heaven to make sure that you always feel so loved,'" she revealed. Erika continued of her daughter, "The other day she was like, 'Tell me about Daddy's day in heaven.' So just, we talk about that at night. And then sometimes I'll say, 'Well, tell me what you think he did in heaven today.' And we just, I just try to make it exciting because it is, heaven's our home. And so I just want her to know that Daddy is having so much fun and building a place for her