The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives star Jessi Ngatikaura has been especially emotional since her affair came to light. "Since the show has come out, it's been hard. I've had a lot going on with press and stuff with the show. I've had to keep a happy face on," Jessi, 33, said in a Thursday, November 20, TikTok video. "I've been prepared for the show to come out [and] so has [my husband] Jordan [Ngatikaura], but it's still hard. We knew we were going to be faced with criticism and opinions.