Brian Hiatt / Rolling Stone: How Lady Gaga Found Herself Again: 'I Feel Lucky to Be Alive' - The pop superstar on returning from the brink, finding love, and making one of her greatest albums - E - very night on her current tour, at the moment she emerges onstage as Lady Gaga, perched atop a 14-foot-high crimson gown, Stefani Germanotta starts to panic.