The Osbourne family is opening up about the "horrible grief" they've been left with in the wake of Ozzy's death. On Wednesday, the famous family dropped the first joint episode of their The Osbournes podcast in over a year to reflect on their patriarch's passing in July. Through tears and a shaky voice, Kelly expressed: "I never realized just how horrible grief is. I never knew I was capable of loving somebody so much and missing somebody so much. I just, I never thought there'd be a day where he wouldn't be here.