Influencer Brie Bird's mom is keeping her followers in the loop amid her stage IV cancer battle. "As much as I want the miracle so badly, l feel like the 'realistic' part of my mind is grasping for my heart, trying to pull it back into my chest, and tell my soul that I need to surrender; and I don't want to do that. 😭," Kendra Bird wrote via Instagram on Monday, October 27. "It's not in a mother's nature to say, 'I'm not powerful enough to change the circumstances,' and yet I've had to accept that. I want to fix it! Why can't I fix it!? 😡.