Article continues below advertisementAdult film star Bonnie Blue's X-rated career has been one of the most controversial empires since the height of Playboy, as her extreme s-- events have become increasingly problematic since her start as a cam girl.In a new interview, Blue, whose real name is Tia Billinger, admitted she's been told that her rebellious s-- work would eventually result in an untimely death."They say to me, 'You're a suicide waiting to happen,'" Blue told the outlet. However, the 26-year-old stands firm in her passion for her job, saying, "Each day I wake up so excited.