Nicole Kidman may have been the one to file for divorce from Keith Urban, but that doesn't mean it's what she wanted. As the pair move forward with their shocking split, we're hearing new details about how Nicole truly feels behind the scenes. According to a source spilling to DailyMail.com on Tuesday, the Aussie it couple had been dealing with marital strain for a while but were actually doing better! At least, Nicole thought so! She full believed they were in the process of "getting it back together" when Keith suddenly decided to call it quits.