Liam Payne's older sisters, Ruth Gibbins and Nicola Payne, have reflected on their grief journeys on the first anniversary of the musician's death. "One year, 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days ... whichever way I say it, it still means the most heartbreaking truth that you're not here anymore," Ruth wrote via Instagram on Thursday, October 16. "When you used to go away on tour, and I'd cry that you'd be gone for a while, I always knew you'd come back. But now, I can't get you home, I can't meet up with you somewhere in the world, I can't FaceTime or text to see how you're doing.