The Bachelorette's DeAnna Pappas won't let public breakups stop her from looking for love. "I've had my fair share of heartache - some of which played out on national television when I was just a freaking kid - and a lot of that was in my marriage and in divorce," Pappas, 43, exclusively shared with Us Weekly while launching iHeartRadio's "Famously Available" podcast. "I won't allow any of that to break who I am. I just won't, because I believe in partnership and I believe in companionship, and at the end of the day, to be honest, I believe there is someone out there for me.