Courtney Stodden is ringing in 31 alcohol free. On Tuesday, the model, who uses she/they pronouns, took to Instagram to share some final thoughts on being 30 years old... before heading into 31 clean and sober. They wrote: "Last Days of 30... and My First Birthday Sober Since 17. I don't know how to put into words what I feel tonight... The last days of being 30 have been quiet and heavy. I catch myself in the mirror and wonder if anyone truly sees me. I've spent years learning to be strong... to smile... to perform... and yet some nights I feel invisible. "Please 31... be gentle.