Influencer Karissa Collins may not have envisioned her life with 11 children for herself, but she wouldn't have it any other way. "My younger self didn't want children and didn't want motherhood," Collins, 41, wrote via Instagram on Friday, August 22. "God changed my heart and opened [my] eyes. And not just to what I could handle but to what He could cultivate and prosper through little old me. It's life changing. Not just for me and my husband but for the lives we have allowed God to give.