James Van Derk Beek's widow is remembering him on the three-month anniversary of his death. On Tuesday, Kimberly Van Der Beek took to Instagram to memorialize her husband three months after he tragically died of colorectal cancer: "Yesterday was three months since we lost @vanderjames. To say I'm heartbroken is a severe understatement. Words just don't capture what grief is. The comforts of shock have worn off. The reality is settling in... and I miss him. We all miss him.