Pete Davidson is looking back at the overwhelming attention to his apparent "big d*** energy" during his relationship with now-ex Ariana Grande. "I was never on Instagram flexing that sort of lifestyle at all. I was very embarrassed by it," Davidson, 31, said during his Wednesday, August 13, appearance on The Breakfast Club radio show. "I think after a while, [my Saturday Night Live castmates] understood, but at first they were like, 'This kid's just allowed, and this has nothing to do with SNL.