Article continues below advertisementKid Cudi is opening up about one of the darkest chapters of his life.The 41-year-old rapper reflected on his cocaine addiction and near-suicidal thoughts during his August 13 appearance on the "Call Her Daddy" podcast.Article continues below advertisement"The feeling I got was nothing I had ever felt before. It was f------ magical," he began, explaining that he felt "100 percent happiness" the very first time he tried cocaine."I will say this, that's the only time it felt like that," Cudi continued.