Article continues below advertisementAnne Burrell may have seemed like the life of the party, but the Food Network star was simply a pro at masking her secret pain. The celebrity chef, 55, whose shocking death last June was ruled a suicide, reportedly detailed her dark thoughts in a journal found at the scene. Police also recovered a "suicidal note" nearby, according to a report.The reality TV star was discovered by her husband, Stuart Claxton, at their Brooklyn home after he "noticed that the bed was made in their room, which is not normal.