There was a time when Lindsay Lohan felt like the center of the pop culture universe. After Mean Girls exploded into theaters in 2004, she wasn't just a teen star - she was the teen star. But behind the flashbulbs, the red carpets, and the breathless headlines, something much heavier was happening. And now, years later, Lindsay is finally putting words to what that whirlwind really cost her. Related: Paris Hilton & Lindsay Lohan's Decades-Long Feud Just Took A Turn! On the cover of Vogue Arabia this week, the 39-year-old actress looked serene and self-assured.