Benjamin "Coach" Wade thought he was done with reality TV for good until Survivor 50 came calling. "When they first called me, I thought, 'Should I go?' I'm a very spiritual person, so of course, I prayed about it, and I didn't feel convinced I should go," Coach, 54, exclusively told Us Weekly ahead of the Survivor 50 premiere on Wednesday, February 25. "And in the back of my mind, and I was very clear with the powers [that] be, I'm not going to say yes to [season 50.]" Coach added that he was "officially retired" from Survivor and was "hiding out in Northern California.