Kelly Clarkson is putting herself first. The pop star announced the end of her talk show, The Kelly Clarkson Show, earlier this month, stepping away after a year full of mysterious absences, talks of fights with HR, and the heartbreaking loss of her ex-husband Brandon Blackstock. According to a new Us Weekly source on Wednesday, the American Idol alum has been doing what's expected of her and putting everyone else "first" - but it's time for that to change: "Kelly's been through so much in her life, and she just pushes on. A lot of that comes from her selfless nature.