by Lauren GarafanoBuzzFeedBuzzFeed Staff This post deals with sensitive topics like suicidal ideation, pregnancy loss, eating disorders, addiction, sexual harassment, grooming of minors, and sexual abuse. Read with caution and take care of yourself ❤️. 1. In her memoir, Brutally Honest, Mel B. recounted her suicide attempt. "My life was a sham. Behind the glitter of fame, I felt emotionally battered, estranged from my family. I felt ugly and detested by the very man who once promised to love and protect me, my husband and manager, Stephen," she wrote. "...So there I was.