Article continues below advertisementRichard E. Grant is still struggling with the devastating loss of his wife of 38 years, Joan Washington.Even four years after her death, the actor, 68, said he still cries "every single day" about her passing.Article continues below advertisement'My Brain Cannot Compute That She's Gone'Source: @MadSadBadPodcast/YouTubeRichard E. Grant opened up about grieving his late wife Joan during a podcast interview. Speaking on Paloma Faith's "Mad Sad Bad" podcast, Grant revealed just how raw his grief remains.