Years later, Pam Stepnick is reflecting on son Logan Paul's since-deleted video showing the body of an alleged suicide victim in Japan. In F*** the Pauls: Written by Their Mother, which hit shelves on Tuesday, January 27, Pam recalled "all hell [breaking] loose" when the YouTube video was published on December 31, 2017. When Pam initially learned of the video, she said that she was "probably a little desensitized" because she didn't think the clip could be "that bad." "I looked at my internet browser on my phone. Logan's face was splashed across the mainstream media outlets," she wrote.