Article continues below advertisementEllen DeGeneres admitted she wasn't in a festive mood on her 68th birthday.Sharing a selfie with wife Portia de Rossi on Monday, January 26, she wrote on Instagram: "It's a tough day to feel like celebrating a birthday. I'm holding space for what's happening in our world and holding close what I'm grateful for. Like my wife. And cookies." The comedian was seemingly referencing the second deadly shooting in Minneapolis, Minn., this month, as Alex Pretti was gunned down by ICE agents on Saturday, January 24.